Wednesday, December 23

A Dayy full of "First"

What a crazy, magical day this one was...

Last saturday to be precise :)

We had some kenduri which is purposely:
kenduri kesyukuran + majlis akikah + khatam quran + iman's first birthday party.

The first time in a long time that all the superfamily have been together.
Here are few more photos of the scene and Iman seeing it fer the first time!

iman muka pelik. Tekejut dia, apa ramai2 org nih..

and saya which looks like sgt kepenatan. Well, yes!

iman's mbek was his first time knowing this kambing. And now he learn how this kambing sounds was. "mbek..mbek.."

sebenar nya first time utk kami juga. Hwa hwa hwa.

At first i taught this was the kambing,
and ayah kata "ini sheep ok..."
and me: "ohh really?? knp tak comel mcm dlm kartun tu? gile fake that cartoon!"
ayah kata : "ini kambing biri-biri kampung cik adik.."

HAHA..and all my sister looks like..terbangang-bangang n lagi lah blurr..

bye2 kambing. yet, i'm not on the scene..HEHE.
tidak berani sama sekali.

It was fun! so we get prepared fer that prizes n gifts. Bcz we did sm cool games like music chair, air balloons etc. It was good n we had a good time with lil cousin n auntie2. TQ :)

Forever so young siblings n cousins..Walaah!

Dah siap packaging!
And sibuk decorate balloons pula. Serabut!




Iman's forever so young aunties..

We had a fully day of fun and considering the great deals we got!

End of the day which full of "first". i think that our family have become terribly formulaic and plan great moments and then pack thoroughly fer it. Well, we prepared fer that possibility, so no biggie! At least we always seem to have a happy ending!

Toodles, tired-ness,

Tuesday, December 22

and i make things too hard

i just wrecked my ikea mirror!

and yes, there naturally about today, where..everything was going to hell. even with that crazy heat, n kemalasan nk layan feeling lebih2, i keep wondering there are moments n days where it isn't that bad. uhmm :)

and soon after, i want such relief, taking the time to do nothing, well, maybe this art., i was reminded how easy it all is sometimes..kan?

Nevertheless, i am enjoying returning my stuff to more structure here and there. And when it comes to art i am learning to just go for it n not wait fer the "perfect-ness". ok lah ni kann? hiks!

so, i have to say that i am super proud of myself today bcz regardless where i was energy wise and handle it emotionally. Tq encik stalker sekalian, u had great time with everything, yelling here n there, and so did i? uhh, myself was the first! keep doing smthg with ignorance ppl. Thats me.

all in all, that occupied an hour of my day. U see, i did smthg beneficial, drp jg tepi kain org, menyibuk hal org, lagi bagus kann? it was really great observing where they took things, klw baik sgt why dont u use your real name or your real profile rather than use "anynomous"? ohh major double loser, u take sm energy on my part, and it was more than worth it! Tq :) Hwa hwa hwa.

So, i am more than thrilled!

Thursday, December 17

i love u "treats"

Huwaaa. i'm incredibly blessed if i hv the opportunity to get a decent amount of sleep every night n if i dont, 9 times out of 10, that was my choice. wahh..gila bestt. tp, tak mungkin. i was really tired, bcz stayed up late finishing preparations fer iman's bday party n sm kenduri on this saturday (19/12). i haven't heeded my body's pleas fer rest n today it was readily apparent. Lack of sleep, stress, who knows what combination of stuff triggered it? Giloss saya.ngehh.ngehh. gotcha :(

As is usual with meltdowns, i feel not too much better today, tomorrow, till sunday. Smthg i am so bad about "doing". HAHA

anywayy off to bed,

Wednesday, December 16

Yayy! iman 12 months old!

My bundle of joy..still....
(anak buah saya ok, bukan anak saya!)

Happy first birthday sayang!

(16th december 2008 - 16th december 2009)

iman is 1 year old now, and just this morning, we sang "happy birthday" to him, and he did this smile!! Woahaha. da besar da cyg lala ni. Takmo nakal2 tau syg. Well, he is so pro these days. Lasak nya..Ya allah! He is incredibly mobile and is starting to break out into these cure running walk when he is in a hurry. He is sooooo quick to pick things up and is amazing little boy. Above anything else though, dia sgt nakal skarang!!! yak-dush, i marah dia, dia marah i blk. Wah..wah..wah..budak2 zaman skarang.

Let me share what this determined little sweetheart is..up these days!
See! kenakalan wajah nya. Ergh! geram i. i can already see his humor n personalities. As u? He will be doing smthg that we dont find particularly funny, but he will be laughing his head off. and so, kami pun gelak, bukan sbb klakar, Tp, gelak sbb tgk dia gelak,. HAHAHA. iman..iman..He has no fear and goes fer it. Erm, he also doesnt dwell on his bonks, if smthg he tries doesnt go his way, he will try, try, go, go and do it again. Begitulah gerangan nya si budak nakal ni :)

Iman is making memories and it is so cool! It is just so cool to see all these little connections he makes fer my family. Lets take a look at a quick glance of iman's 1st day on 16th dec of 2008:

He was the easy sleeping baby.
Tapi, dulu lah time baby, skarang..tak lgsg!

Time fer a snooze :)
(sampai kitrg asik kene marah ngn nurse sbb snap pic byk2, gile kecow nurse2 ni)

iman with his forever so young aunties.
aunty illy (ucu illy)
aunty sufia (uteh)
aunty wawa (ucu wa)

And iman with his mummy, my kakak:
Being a mom is such a hard job tau kakak! takkan hari2 nk bg iman mkn biskut je, shian dia tau. Rajin2 lah sket masak porridge utk dia, Mua-HAHA! Should i be involving her in cooking? ahah, i tak kesah pun sbnr nya, nephew i jugak. i keep hoping that we will get back into a rythm of sm KIND.

btw iman ku shayang, i wish u a wonderful NEW age, as well as full of joy, love, but most of all laughter! You're such my sweetheart n i cant wait to see what windows open up to parts of your personality this coming year. Happy first bday iman! i ♥ you

Lots of love,