Wednesday, September 30

i like what i like

The damn thing will not move untill u deal with it.
kan kan kan?

oh nvm, its just silly silly me. i' m getting bored lol! i can feel the rush of emotion. i feel touched. just as if an angel landed by my side. i'm not sure. time will tell then. HAHA. i know there's nothing yet. Tak kesah pun sbnrnya kena gelak hari2. Tapi. started to feel jerk lah ngn kamu. i cant exactly tell what i felt. But i know smthg flipped in my tummy. And i squealed in a silent delight. So. korg ssh ke? korg ke yg nk bg aku mkn?

Alrite..shall not to think all of u..fer now! a sense? through it all, i feel like uncomfortable contentment unlike any other.

Dan..tiada la sungutan n celoteh saya lagi.

Monday, September 28

Babblings and Ramblings

i-hope-it-means smthhg
Syg, ini jujur tau. Seriusly.
My heart's pounding v v v fast..i cant stop thinking of u!
i shouted, i screamed, never was i like this.
Sudah-sudahlah. HAHA

Dan, tercipta lah dia untuk-ku
i have more wisdom, then passions as my way of energizing day by day.

if i giv him a big hug, he returns the best hug ever lifting me right off the ground. Acecehh.


Peeps..introducing (drum roll)...
PERT n CHALI (rasa cam dah posted muka mereka entry before2 ni)Maybe mereka glemerr? wekk.
Dont they look adorable?

Being so tired.


It's alright..


It's ok..


If u believe they'll, they'll be

Saturday, September 26


on my way back to shah alam.
So who is going to come dance with me?
And..why not??


Friday, September 25

my faverote

ok i swear esok i tambah spuloh lagi :)
ok back to iklan:
"amirul, i syg u sahngat.."
cepat come back to kl kayh.


bloggy mania

oddly enuff. Tonight it did smthg weird on me. Smthg like that. Jangan tanya apa. Jangan tanya kenapa. Cz maybe takde pape. I nid a catalyst as silly as it sounds. There was nothing wrong with it.

just look at me and smile.
eh you, i want you lah,
itu sahaja sbnrnya.



oh yeah Those were the times

eh lol hello, namaste everyone :)
fer all my grumping, ranting, and whinning last few days, there was a sweet moment during hari raya that made me smile. We had a great time celebrating hari raya.
so tema tahun ni:
tudung yuna
oh boyfren-ku
iman al farissi
erk? saya looking fer smthg and follow right behind.
so what?

ug ug ug, we are at that place n i know this place and its soo peaceful to be honest. HAHA. ye'er? iye kan aje..
kami at arwah nenek's land ok. not too specific fer mak ngah or makcik or maklong's house. sbb tu my nenek punya sorty sorty things, HOHOHO. ada saya kesah?
at kg Melaka pindah, alor gajah

just have fun jela with all those picca ok.
at any rate, i'm tired, tired of thinking, tired of analyzing, tired of writing.
ok habes.

like i said.
tema tahun ni:
alahai shawls si tudung yuna.
bukan tudung kiah ok. ala tudung kiah yg pakai sarung tu.kakaka
budget lah sgt.

eh tadi kata tired of writing?
ok whatever!
SMILE junkies kies

at tok cu's house.
after makan-minum session, we just had a time fer capturing this precious moment
as my atok will grow older and older
oh my. i will miss this year by year back then

the 5's ladies
almost single, anak dara, and sorg je mak dara.
so so gedik. sape gedik?
As we had a safe journey back to kampung but had sm trouble on the way back to hometown. Biasa la tu since every year mmg akan happen pun.

dan emak-nya si iman

my not so little nephew anymore! HAHA. he makes me feel very miserable next to him. muah.muah

my forever so young sister

end lah end
sm days in the moment, there comes a pause. And i love those pauses. especially those where we go outside, celebrating eve together. And so, we let ourselves discover goodness of some sort. We breathe in that pause and let its peace wash all our dosa-dosa over us. Frankly, from our noble heart:

Monday, September 21

Simply. Happy Eid

Belated post.
Too Significant,
but..i still have to do it,even if it is on the second day of Eid.
So, i simply wish:
eid mubarak!

best ke raya?well,it supposed to be a blast happy day en. And so,saya pun bosan dgn soalan yg sama dr sumea aunty and kazen, "bile nk kawin?" adoyy..ada muka nk kawin ke.maybe nmpk da anak dara sgt anak dara tua ke.tak tahu lah pulak kan. wuteva la makcik. ok abaikan, so i had a blast yesterday dengan sumea my awesome family. As everyone just happy to see each other, exchanging salam and well wishes. Ampun berampun. Dan saya sgt definitely heart-warming sbb seeing the strenghtening of our fam ties and gathering at nenek's house. Bagus. tak sepatut nya di amal kan setahun sekali. Dan seharus n
ya di amalkan selalu kan. itu lah yang semestinya.

Back to my peeps out there:

to one and all of my Muslim friends, family, acquaintances,
to my ex- SKBTR
to my ex- SMKBTR
to my ex-Kmpk-ians
to my ex- Uitm arau-ians

to my ex- Uitm melaka-ians
to my Uitm Shah alam mates

Happy eid Mubarak again
Maaf Ampun Zahir dan Batin

ampun sumea salah silap, terkasar bahasa, terguris hati, ter-itu, ter-ini.
Moga2 sumea yang berlaku ada hikmah nya :)
And then again and again,
i seek forgiveness fer any my wrongdoings, misdeeds or mis-spoken stuffs.

Lots of love,
♥ Nadiranur

Tuesday, September 15

Get on the road and push

I am so damn tired. I have been a crappy student this past week....and while i know why the day is crumbling. A lot of things to do. Eventhough hari raya is coming. Ouh Shitss. Kerja. Kerja. Kerja. Test lagi. Isk. I am too tired to turn the ship. So chance of sleep tonight arent looking hopeful. Ahh. Did i mention i am cranky? *sigh.

And so, tonight i am doing battle. Lets stdy till i drop! Toink toink. Collapse la esok. Fer sure punya. Thus, i need to drink more water, bcause i can go much of the day fer studying without drinking any...oh not good. (Alasan tanak puasa). Explains headches!

Grrrr :(

Anywayy, commence operation- updates to follow.

Monday, September 7

Power Out

So a bit sooner than i expected
i hv started to declined
uwaa..I miss him so darn much. The onl
y come down at certain times.

Occay, we had the most amazing day fer the past few days, all the drama that i am used to be will always in mine. Sampai sanggup truant class fer 3 consecutive days plus 3 days holidayy. Do u think it is significant enough fer me??Of course la tak cukup kan. He will be in KL fer a week only, and the rest, OFF! Kertih pulak tu. Jauh

I had pushed myself really hard through all this.
But i think it was going to make sure that we made good on our promises.
So, let me say, i cant stand it anymore.
Please checkup on me because things are really bad, if i am without him.
and i will be honest, i kind of dislike about that.

one and only


he will go tomorrow.

And i land with my feet "alone" on the ground.

Past memories make me cry
...and so amazing and wonderful.
♥ you so incredibly muchs
will everyday missing you a loads..

TC my amirul.

Wednesday, September 2

Siot je

Shitss. I get closer having to tackle the miscellaneous box of crap. which i should just trash without going through it, but i wont. Of cos i shud pretend myself kot. Kau Nabil and Azim mmg babi gila. Nurul n Iza jangan nk backup dorg cayy. Both of us need to deal with it. That part will suck, so far now i bask in the glow and of cos reach that accomlpishment!