Friday, February 27

about my LOVE story


right now everythingis lingeringright on the rim
i wouldn’t budge me if i were you
because i can keep myself from spilling
and you can neverkeep yourself from diving in.

And i might need you now
(after several of year lah kite bcanda ria)
at 1st i met him at library.
library mane?
lib kmpk
he want to met me. maybe, he want me?
ouh maybe
ouh. rupa2nya dia pn sm. kire suke sm suke la nih kn. ngek!
sorry ex. he is much better than u.
but that doesn’t mean later
you won’t feel hollow
build your strengths against my weakness
you’ll end up getting hurt
i know…

one: starbucks bukit bintang

ps: u guys. pls dont fix me/pls dun judge me. i noe y la en wchich one is better.


n this one goes to one guyAlign Center

(jgn pasan yg bukan dia one guy)




(this is how we get connected)

i want you to see me. to fully love me.
hey you,open up
your eyes/your ears/your heart/your soul,
ill give you my full love/ill give you my fully heart
i dnt want just another guy,
i just want you..
falling deep,too deep..
i’ll see you
i’ll love you
i’ll take care of you
i promise to giv u all d happiness inside(which i nvr show it b4)
you damn fucking guy i like,
come here…silently.

ps:i let myself blew myself away but not by others

Saturday, February 21

life after death

Sometimes when I was a kid I found it very hard to fall asleep.

There are hundreds of questions with no answer that came across my mind, and some still floating til today. Questions like, what's beyond the universe? Is there an end or a wall to the universe, and if there are some sort of wall whats beyond that.

Is there God. Is there Ghost.

What happen if mum dies, I will never see her again. What happens if I die, I will never exist any more, I'm just like a dust vanished in the air.

Then I wish there is such thing as life after death, so mum can live on, I can live on, everyone in this world can live on.

If there isn't, life in this universe is very sad, we all just a living thing who born to die. And I bet no one in this world wants to die, and none of us had really thought about this until the moment comes. Why think about it because we can't control it. So might as well wait until the moment comes, then start worry. And we all know heaven is a better place to go after death. It is these beliefs which will allow our spiritual mind to continue its journey.

Whether we are religious or not we are some how affected, a force subconsciously embodied in our mind, preventing us from doing many things, many bad things.


Friday, February 20

feel of pain




my ppl said: try to convert
pain = pleasure

i really cant do this
n u ppl shud

talk to the hand!