Saturday, February 26

Good bye my sweet, sweet baby boy :'(

I don't know what else to say. I left my job at home, babysit both this 2 little sweet babyboy (iaitu anak buah saya) to start this new life chapter. Thus, a beginning to thrive the goals/vision for my life. Wahh gitu.

And so, my vision for life is:
1. To live everyday fully, as if my last.
2. Financial freedom, but not being rich.
3. Learn everything.
4. Marathon Running and physical fitness.
5. Happiness, success, a great marriage, and to be a mother. Cewah! :P
Ever since I learned about the concept of financial independence for about 5 years ago, it's just like the seed of a dream had been planted. As I think my dream will come true. Yeah.

My dream:
Having the freedom to deliberately choose how I spend everyday.
And to have complete freedom of time :)

Ehemm, bak kata Steve Jobs:

" Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do a great work. And the only way to do a great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking, and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it "
- Steve Jobs

Ok lah, and now I'm going to share my favorite pictures of most my boy. Activities sepanjang di rumah.

Ok this is my boy : IDD AL-FARISSI

Lepas ni syg lala ni suap mkn sendiri ye. Takde siapa dah nak bawa dia jalan jalan, mkn, mandi on time. sigh! :'(

Take care my baby boy :')

Goodbye every-petang muffins :')

Goodbye 24/7 staying online-ing :')

Goodbye 24/7 watching watching cartoons and tv shows :')

Good bye syg, lepas ni takde siapa yg nak berlari dukung syg, gurau gurau dgn syg, bila syg nangis :')

PEACE! Have fun baby w/o lala :')

I'll be missing those great moments...everrr :')


As my words as per every morning, bila saya bgn je tidur, terus turun bawah. Tgk syg syg saya ni bermain and jerit:


And, we're both smiling.
Oh myyy, i'll be missing these :')

Tuesday, February 1

What i want for my life

before i didn't care what i want for my life, i listened to other's desires for me. And i ended up defeated in the battlefield. But now i have learned that i should realize what i want for my life and pay close attention to em. My own dreams and not other people's dreams for myself.

That's what will always make me complete. And so i should listen to my heart as well as trust what my heart can giv me. By then, i'll know for sure i'll bring home triumph from the battlefield. That's about life. Is it?

I will never ever make that mistake again.

When i was little girl i used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales i meet Prince Charming and he's everything i ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so i always know who he is. Then, i grow up and i realize that Prince Charming is not easy to find as i thought. And i realize that the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot :(