Pil Tidur

A moment when i'm in a bed, waiting to fall asleep, i just have that pause where i just think about everything. Life. Love. Family. That emotional session where it's the right time for me to blog. Did you feel the same way too? Hmm. Or justtt.. it was only me with this feeling?

For me

A real man cries even when in front of a girl.

A real man wears pink without hesitation.

A real man never fights without a reason.

A real man shows fidelity to a relationship.

A real man respects girls in all aspect.

And a real man ends a relationship before he starts fooling around.

Is there was a "real man" i'm looking for?

For Real

Sometimes, u just need to distance yourself from people. If they care, they'll notice. If they don't, u know where to stand.

love, dyradrea

An evening of unexpected bliss

Look good, made me "Look Good"

It was fun! It was awesome! It was great to have them iaitu "diorang":

Dan mereka adalah..jeng jeng jeng

My beloved nephew:

Iman Al-Farissi (as above)

Idd Al-Farissi (as below)

And peace!

Sister too!

Cik Rafeah

Cik Lili e e e

Tapi kenapa "diorang" fun, awesome, and great kan?

Tahu tak kenapa?

Sebab korang gila.

plus gedik

plus budget hot. Plss lah

Tapi sayang sekali, korang still a loser.

sebab kenapa?

sebab kakak korang ni jugak yang ter-paling STYLE.

and korang Major double loser. Sekian.

P/s: Korang, ok tak sebab-sebab yg tertera ni? BWAHAHA

Shit shit shit. I want this!

Ok. Mama marah sebut "Shit" for many times. Tak kisah lah mama. I want this! I'm just over these perfumes. Seriously. Kak Mariah, you are really killing me. But oh, never mind. At least these inspired me for an effort in seeking job to greater earn more money! Bwahaha. And yes, NOW I KNOW, this is all about MONEY! MONEY! AND MONEY! erkk! *dead*

Here is Candy Perfume I want :)

Woot woot, and here again are the most unusual things I have been looking for lately. Sampai siang malam termimipi mimpi. Terbayang bayang. Tercari cari. Ohh Mariah Carey.

MINE AGAIN, RIBBON, HONEY

by: Mariah Carey

Umphh so, apart of it, this is my favorite of three.

I was hoping for:

"MINE AGAIN"

Oh I were dying to try it, hopefully I will have a better luck. Seriously, serious, serious shit, I want this :(

♥ dyradrea

p/s: Itu pasal lah saya beria update resume hari ini. Haha :P

Ini semua Kak Mariah funya fasal. hish!

No small miracle, and so this is my sacrifice :(

Salam Eidul Adha People,

I have so much to write about. So much. As u know, and now i know. I am still me. Still a 24 me who cant never stop crying for her every night. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because i alone choose it. I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears, my success, all my failures and mistakes. And oh fine i admit, i'm a loser between me and u. However i look and sound, whatever i say and do, and whatever i think and feel at a given moment, its all drama. I want to be strong. So strong just like u. But i never think, never do, that i can, Yes! "I can't!" I'm still in need of u. I am me. I am not okay. From the past until today :(

Oh Allah,

"Truly my prayer, my SACRIFICE, my LIFE and my DEATH are all for Allah the Lords of the Worlds. I divert my attention to the Lord who created heavens and the Earth, as one by nature upright, and i am not of the idolaters. Oh Allah, this SACRIFICE is from You and for You. In the name of Allah. Allah is the Greatest."

love, dyradrea

Decision! Decision! Decison!

The decision i made recently was not easy. At this point of my life, there is no "Unsure answer" just like:

- Oh I dont Know.

- Errr..entah la.

- Yeww. Takut nya!

- Takmau..Takmau..

- Isk! Taknak lah.

- alaa..

Ok ok. Just put aside this rubbish and this is what i know for sure: I AM ALL GROWN UP. haha! I wish i can decide my life on my own. It is challenge i am willing to take to follow my heart. I may hv made the right decision and life will be alright or i may have made the wrong turn and turned my life upside down. Whatever it is. Dyra, tolong jangan nak perasan macam konon konon tough. I know I am. Argh! Tolong!

Dyra turns 24

AND NOW, at 24th

i know for sure

True friends are forever.

They are the one we should appreciate.

:)

12 cupcakes X 2 bestfriend = is 24 babes!

For the record, at this 24th, i spent my 24 hours, doing about something, yet unexpectedly turns out to be a job well done.

I am officially completed my thesis report due on:

8th November 2010

Dear younger me, Congratulations! Ehee :)

WHAT DID I REMEMBER FROM MY SCHOOLING-UNI DAYS?

(ok sekarang kene jawab dgn muka kerek, konon konon dah nak grad. So, ini serius muka kerek. Boleh? Haha)

ok the answer is:

Whole loads of drama for sure! Haha!

THESIS:

"Adalah mimpi ngeri, drama sana sini. Susah-senang sana sini. Menjerit melolong seorangan sana sini. Menangis sana sini. Who knows, i'm done ok!"

Ok family and friends,

It is not even a day of celebration. i will use this day (starting today ok) to reflect my achievements. I will often ask myself, "If ayah is around, will he be proud of me? Have i done enough to make my parents proud?". Hee. (Dengan harapan ayah and mama tinjau tinjau post ini. Haih!). So as i considering this Pre-graduate, (AHHA) i do hope to lead my life with a good purpose and continuously improve and reach a different level every day. InsyaAllah. Perhaps this is one of the reasons why i am always passionate to chase my personal goals. It is something that i really want to accomplish and make mama and ayah proud. Cewahh. Macam dah confirm grad. Berangan sgt ke hadapan. HAHA. Keep on dreaming babes!

Love, DyraDrea ♥

This week, i was a "Boneka Bernyawa"

Stress out my ass! Oh migrain, migrain hari hari.

umpph, i think these sentence says it all. Completing thesis and preparing presentation in less than one week. Let's see how i die. *dead*

Kenapa boneka bernyawa? because of having 24 hours depan laptop, without having any feeling and desire towards other. Ini bukan simptom kemurungan ye. Tapi, simptom kerisauan dengan keberjayaan and keberkesanan research paper saya ni. Ok, dulu cita-cita nak jadi lecturer, dgn sebab, nak membantu anak bangsa. Tapi, memikirkan betapa payah nya nak complete kan satu simple research paper ni. Macam tak jadi je cita-cita tu. Haha. Oh, sorry ayah!

love, dyradrea