Oh my dear, i'm so sorry. I'm truly and deeply love u one and foremost.
Everything is slowly balancing out. Hubby is better. He walked, he moved. At the same time, i am accepting that not everything will get easier and i still have a lot of strength to hold. We are not coming to the end of a long road which is very good thing, and we are not at the end of a way of operating. I have had ups and downs during this time, but now finally, i can be tired and admit just how frickin strung out i am. Takpe. Everything was an adventures in a relationship, a purpose, a need. I need u b. Always and everytime <3
Dear blog, thank you for listening. Sometimes it just feels good to put all my crap out there rather than sit with it.