Ridicolous

When things haven't gone well for you, call in secretary or a staff man and chew him out. You will sleep better and they will appreciate the attention. Rather than you fall asleep alone at night. Rather than you cried out loud alone at night.

*Tisk Tisk. I miss my uni life. I hate for being an adult and I hate to think about WORK for my every single day. Oh damnit.

High Expectation

Sometimes, bosses does not understand their subordinates muchhh.

Dear me,

With regard to excellence, it is not enough to know, but we must try to have and use it

- Aristotle

Nothing else to say

Alhamdulillah.
Praise to Allah. Thank you Allah.
I cant have no other answer to make, but, thanks, and thanks.

- Love, dyradrea

I’d agree with you, but then we’d both be wrong.

There is no more lovely, friendly and charming relationship.
The most effective comeback to an insult is silence.
Thank you.

My monday-Not-So-Blues.

Assalam, and a very happy Monday sweetums.

For the sake of today is "Monday" where I supposed not in a mood of working-hard-like-damn-seriously (haha). So, I would like to highlight some good things I did think and re-think on "monday" which I declared it as not-so-blues. Ok, this is all about being fine, cool, think, evaluate and re-think profesioanally. Though I'm still at the middle age of 20's, I wish for being matured, and I always pray for being better-than-before. Excel-for-future. InsyaAllah. As my favourite qoutes can be relevant enough I must say:

"Islam teaches us to do things professionally. Doing things professionally is a religious duty."
The Prophet said that Allah ordered to excel in everything. He imposed excellence and professionalism. Professionalism must be followed in everything. Everything okayy.

Like some had says:
“If you kill, do it properly, and if you slaughter, do it properly.”

Even when killing, you must do well right? Yah. Lets just see, and simple case, through facebook I must say. It has become superior through technology, through knowledge, and through strength. And it has become superior to us through relationship. People pretend not to be their ownself. People have that **** on their Facebook and all those self expression comments. Then in my case, I can't be myself or do anything because of the way those shits are. I can only be their sense of "normal" when I'm on my meds and everything, but when I'm not on anything I'm like an animal to them. So pretty much is everyone a hypocrite? and involuntarily downs? what's weird to them even though they claim to support it? Hahh kan? Another example, I remember a bunch of my close friend last year having a special event, and eventually miscommunication arised among us. Suddenly, conversation between us begin and we argued with her about why do that? why did that? And she, still act the same like nothing goes wrong on her. And so, there isn't really such thing as weird. But somehow, we hide each other, forming a private group, talking bad behind like seriously, dia perli dia, dia cakap dia. and until now, there is no solution. See? Until when then? Why don't we "think, evaluate, and re-think" how to solve it? They were also the kids who would say "Haha you're so frickin weird girl, dude what's your problem? What is wrong with you dude?" and the likes. Of course I was being weird on purpose to hide my creepy, serious side that I don't like showing, but wtf goes through these people's heads? Chances are if you're going to support this question, you're one of those people. Don't get me wrong. I'm not a slob by any means. I'm not saying that I pretend to be good. I'm not saying that I am too perfect. I'm not saying I never make mistakes. And I'm not saying that everything I do was right. Please, don't get me wrong okay.

So I guess my point in all of this is that discrimination and jealousy amongst women make women stupid. We don’t think clearly and let say from a workplace perspective we certainly are not contributing to getting more work done. There is no superwoman- only superman and a fleeting remembrance of super-girl. If I ever reach a position of any sort of “power” let say a manager, I don’t plan on putting any woman down. I wouldn’t deny any woman colleague their participation or involvement. I wouldn’t come up with some excuse about how I don’t like how they said or wrote something- as long as it’s not offensive or inappropriate. If anything I’m would hire the smartest, brightest most competent women on my team and then I would delegate 80-90% of the work to them while I sit back and drink a caffe mocha. Wahh I like! Because I don’t fear competition nor do I question my own sense of intelligence or contribution to my work? And any really smart woman in power would do the same.

Islam teaches us to guard and fight against evil.

"Very clearly, Satan and his followers, those who deviate on the Path of Allah are our enemies. They not only spread and do evil deeds to the rest of humanity but also do any means to hinder us, the Muslim Believers, from serving our Rabb. They want to prevent us in our Way to Success. They are enemies of Allah and hence our enemies too. As Muslims, we are duty-bound to fight against the friends of Satan." (not against the friends of ours)

- Allah the Almighty said.

My dear collegues, so lets just think, evaluate and re-think

Love - DYRA

MONDAY BLUES: After A Long Hari Raya Break

Do you hate Monday?

Especially after a long break celebration.

Seeing an usual people who-makes-u-stress?

Yes, I do.

Guess who is turning 26? Booo!

Today is the day, but I forget what day is it? Is it Mother's day?Or maybe father's day? Could today be the day when we see the Queen? maybe we will dress up in our scary costumes, yelling boo as people pass..Let's see. I think all these might be wrong..but what day would it be?Oh yes! I now hear the birthday song..guess who is turning 26! Boooooooo! (Haha)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR KAKAK!

Wishing you special happiness, wonderful memories and all the very best on your birthday and for every single day of your life.

Pictures below (Gucci Guilty) refer to above matters. Your birthday present from me. Will arrive in BB ahead. Yeah! Wait for it! *Mwa mwa*

Through tears and laughter and your sisterly hugs and kisses...I've watched you grow into a pretty princess...writing these lines to wish Happy Birthday again and again to an amazing sister like you.

We are sisters by chance and friends by choice. Wish you many happy returns of the day.

Prior stage of my journey, I did learn a lot!

Life is made up.

Not of a great sacrifices or duties.

But of a little things, in which smiles and kindnesses and small obligations are given habitually to me.

For my super great manager. Madam Mei, to my super senior colleagues, Kak Mi, Kak Wan, Kak Wati, Kak Zo, Kak Z, Kak Yana, Kak D, Kak Id, Kak Linda,Farhan, En. Razali, Abg Fairus, Abg Hirwan, Jackie, Hajar, Mint, a big thank you. That are what win and preserve my heart, and secure comfort. Hoping for a better journey..

Energetic more

The first thing I do when I arrive at my office is write. So I built a schedule that confines all my unfocused mental wandering to one, well defined and midday block. Starting the next day, try to improve, improve and improve!

Good bye my sweet, sweet baby boy :'(

I don't know what else to say. I left my job at home, babysit both this 2 little sweet babyboy (iaitu anak buah saya) to start this new life chapter. Thus, a beginning to thrive the goals/vision for my life. Wahh gitu.

-----------------------------------------------

And so, my vision for life is:

-----------------------------------------------

1. To live everyday fully, as if my last.

2. Financial freedom, but not being rich.

3. Learn everything.

4. Marathon Running and physical fitness.

5. Happiness, success, a great marriage, and to be a mother. Cewah! :P

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ever since I learned about the concept of financial independence for about 5 years ago, it's just like the seed of a dream had been planted. As I think my dream will come true. Yeah.

My dream:

Having the freedom to deliberately choose how I spend everyday.

And to have complete freedom of time :)

Ehemm, bak kata Steve Jobs:

" Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do a great work. And the only way to do a great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking, and don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it "

- Steve Jobs

Ok lah, and now I'm going to share my favorite pictures of most my boy. Activities sepanjang di rumah.

Ok this is my boy : IDD AL-FARISSI

Lepas ni syg lala ni suap mkn sendiri ye. Takde siapa dah nak bawa dia jalan jalan, mkn, mandi on time. sigh! :'(

Take care my baby boy :')

Goodbye every-petang muffins :')

Goodbye 24/7 staying online-ing :')

Goodbye 24/7 watching watching cartoons and tv shows :')

Good bye syg, lepas ni takde siapa yg nak berlari dukung syg, gurau gurau dgn syg, bila syg nangis :')

PEACE! Have fun baby w/o lala :')

I'll be missing those great moments...everrr :')

GOOD BYE SAYANG LALA!

As my words as per every morning, bila saya bgn je tidur, terus turun bawah. Tgk syg syg saya ni bermain and jerit:

"SAYANGGG LALA..!"

And, we're both smiling.

Oh myyy, i'll be missing these :')

What i want for my life

before i didn't care what i want for my life, i listened to other's desires for me. And i ended up defeated in the battlefield. But now i have learned that i should realize what i want for my life and pay close attention to em. My own dreams and not other people's dreams for myself.

That's what will always make me complete. And so i should listen to my heart as well as trust what my heart can giv me. By then, i'll know for sure i'll bring home triumph from the battlefield. That's about life. Is it?

I will never ever make that mistake again.

When i was little girl i used to read fairy tales. In fairy tales i meet Prince Charming and he's everything i ever wanted. In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a black cape so i always know who he is. Then, i grow up and i realize that Prince Charming is not easy to find as i thought. And i realize that the bad guy is not wearing a black cape and he's not easy to spot :(