Monday, March 30
i am smelling the air of freedom.uwaaaa. I'm so relieved and looking forward to the hols.Lots to do! Wanting to change those boringgg layout.ergh! Finally, i'm done wit one of the journal tittle "Consumer Innovativeness on e-banking Adoption." ..uhm *breathes* i dun know wut im reviewing about. And there is one more articles to go with. haha. Am i enough qualified to be a good reviewer?wahh.absolutely nott!
Ahh..it's been a quite few days since i've blurted out my nonsense. Before I started declining, hv a quick glance at my little cam.heee
nighty night folks.
I wish i could say screw assignments. But, I know I cant. Arghh. Met up with ajai, su and zura. Eating/Dine together. After having a long nap at room. Seeing pic on board.Thinking of my bloved fam, ayah. mama,my lil sis, walso iman al-farisi ku.uwaaaa. Sadness still. Only did I realize i miss them soooooo much..
p/s: I miss them a tonnes and i am started telling everyone i'm crying fer every n8 bcause of this.only now did i realize how much i miss them.
Sunday, March 29
This weekend has got to be the laziest weekend ever. There's a lot to do, and I'm barely there. Research assignment has finally be handed up without any confidence.arghhh! It's complicated. Test is this 2week around, but yet I'm so distracted by everything else. Determination is nowhere to be found.
On Friday evening, it was the official first, first? it is nt first actually. bt always first fer us.occay, cont, it was the officially first time,b (my bf) and I met after these long few monthss.. It's funny as I thought it was going to be awkward. Though we had conversations before meeting up, I still felt nervous. wahh. nervous fer everything. I need to be prepared to meet him.hee.To me, it's like meeting a new friend all over again! But I don't think thats the case for him as he remembers much more than I do. haha.poyo jee.
An extraordinary boyfriend of his tagged along and we had a delicious but nt an expensive japanese dinner at Jusco in Seri Kembangan. The food is good and I love the ambience. Then after, was meatball spagetti @ secret recipe with him again.
I feel thankful at this very moment and count my blessings.gahaa. love love u hunny.muahh.
Tht's all folks, dadaaa
Monday, March 23
For d time being, i did it twice in a day. It is hard actualy, thou i dun think i make it perfect.What else?rather than thinkin bout dit.Just let it go.That was more better.ngeehh.Sounds like self downturn ya ya ya.Oh no! i'm not! it'll be fine ok! i think.uhm.
It's been an interesting process for a few reasons. kan kan?ye kot.It's making me look back at what I've done and how I've progressed, which is learning in and of itself. I'm also seeing new ways of putting some things together for different purposes that have me thinking more creatively. But I'm seeing holes in what I've done that need to be filled, too, so I think it's giving me a new learning agenda in a way.
the lil me,behind d side of u.always n always.
see! i still there whenever i am.so, bear in mind. i'm special fer u.haha.perlu!
This is not good.ahhhhh! penattt!
Saturday, March 21
the problem is.. i can't! its hurt to much pain fer me.
p/s: maybe i'm too pressure witma studies. plus everthing dust.plus livin wit few nonsense ppl overther n over ere.its all disturbin me u noe! arghh!
Friday, March 20
capturing/ snapping/ posing/styler/other in relative.
in commmon, tis is a norms "student behavior".i dunno y i'm suppose to be like most of em. maybe i am one of the revolutionary victims.haha. Compatible wit this diffussion,besides pros and cons, its create a relation with those others.as well known as mates ship.
wow! how correlated it is!
at the moment
we does it.
sitting together/turn on the camera/ a reverse effect/centered the position.
here we go.
she is hot.hot enuff .better than me
cool brats known as nick, the Nickest.
grup asgmnt member.she is ok.sgt ok.
mama without papa. the Shidaest!
her papa..is nt mine.opps! mama, i wont begging u.
memey licious. the Mimiest.
kindness still.same habit witme. chew vigorously.gahaa
mereka baik-baik, so saya pun kne jadi baik juga
ouh well known, nurul ainun. NURUL ONE
last bt not least, he is the man. the man besides me.haha.
evrydy fetching me/ send back to college/provider/supporter/simply good listener/motivator/problem solver/dec maker/reviewer/and so on lah
lebey2 prahsan plak mamat ni nati.gahh gahh
im sleepy already.
Tuesday, March 17
Monday, March 16
Ah, and then there's him...goodness, kindness still, even though he's not been through aside of meh and yet haven't seen him, he is me,i am he and too much. And it is constant on him and he is still kind and good. His innocence will always be with me. Mine comes so far in between now...I need to get it back more often.
and then again, I dont want to be influenced but i am so very much to get in. and if I wasn't what would I be, a revenge is the first thing came out from my head.Therefore, i know that thinking about a revenge are very much influenced also and it is nt good. oh really? who cares?
lets end lah. u will never yield anything, anything let u know, with all this wasting junkies-kies one. u'd better throw it away in a proper manner as u mum told so,rite. or maybe it is nt alrite fer u?ouh.wutever! luckily, i dun even mention the status who you are.where are you came from.but the fact is. you are from the area which can be considered for "org batak yg busuk hati seperti kamo". tq.
p/s: my dad/my mum/my bf are used to say, "dyra, biar org buat kita, jgn kita buat org". the que is .."till when?" till i cant no longer split out the toxin inside my brain? argh! gosh.
lets put the smile as usual i can be.
and this is the way i am.
quick to harsh/quick to forgetting/quick to create collaboration.
Sunday, March 15
What was just as valuable was the mixing and exchange going on in the common area.
There is no substitute to face to face interaction to get the deal with ppl we really love and connect.
but it just dont matter. It was greatful to hangout with thoughful ppl.which led to be significantly more meaningful.
sm ppl got together for every day, but me not. thou we are indeed of " a need to coordinate".
Coordinate ourselves making love going to eternity.
pls darl,let u know, i love u,so so much. i still need u. need u to hold me besides u.
i've been spending sm serious time on a variety of my immortal emotions.
and please excuse all the ums.
i think and stalls this was the final day of conflict and my brain was running a lil bit slow.
Wednesday, March 11
(posted on: 10.52 a.m, lib PTAR2, Uitm Shah Alam)
Title: RELEASE ON TENSIONILITY
I’ve been really bad at this simultaneous blogging thing.
Today blog seem to have an inverse relationship - posts go up on one, down on the other.
One day that will change. *Le sigh*
But in the last 10 minutes before my body shuts down… quotes I adore from the last week…
“My way of thinking is my way of thinking, and it has a right to exist.”
~ Audrey Bartis, thinker + friend
Spoken during a lunch of "chewing gum" and conversation with mates, (Memey, Shida, Siti, Kak Teh) after we finished our statitistical class.duh! an extravagant graphical linear we ever learned!
Shh..gtg to cont asgmnt..
p/s: curik tulang sat je..ngee!
love me, love me not
By 10 am I was on the runway, taking off for my research proposal presentation.
A short 1 hours and 40 minutes later my preparation was complete and i am ready for the luncheon.
class rep (si acap yg ngek) : "ok guys, class cancel k arini"
me: ok thanks mr.acap. to doc, thanks a lot!
what the hack! blurb! im gonna mad. watcha! kick my ass!
duh! tak guna pn bria2 prepare for several days.daaa daaa diradddaaaa..da da da
so, went lunch wit cendol, cont my next class, go back to hostel.
bored and finally.
take a pich!
Monday, March 9
daymn, daymn, daymn ke daymn!
i will miss u for my every single day
sumpah sedey gile babeng!
see you again and goodbye hunny.
at the end of weekend was filled with lazy strolls through my research proposal plus with QMT test tis coming thurs. but then again,a meaningful conversations and catch up with friends at sunway bought me the wonderful big deal.
rather than write out all the simple pleasures that made the weekend so beautiful, i’ll share this - today is only here once and then tomorrow it’s gone. so reveal in it.
“Live as if you were to die tomorrow; Learn as if you were to live forever”
— Mahatma Gandhi.
peace. no. war
i love you
Wednesday, March 4
tonight i had to make a decision that was meaningful to me professionally and personally.
after a long, unexpected stresssful day of assignment execution, crisis in dilemma, do i choose to commit to my dinner or rush over to a toast for spendining a lil' time for my bf?
he is coming today from JB for interview at SONY, Bangi. I'been a big supporter and can confidently say i was a catalyst in his existance! i did all that i can make him come alive.
but, i have a lot of things to do.
i sat and thought : What a day! What should i do?
I need to completed my assignment for tomorrow submission. But, then again, i love my bf. He teach me many things. He help me grow everyday. he make me better at what i do.
What do i do? i have no IDEA (most the times).
but i know, i should establishing, creating something exciting.
and working towards something awesome!
so, tonight i wanted so badly to make a toast, to supprt my bf, to completed my task done, and ultimately to publicize my involvement.
it's not easy feat to make something this great LOOK and FEEL this great.
and no matter the results (though it will be the phenomenal)
i'm grateful for all of this that has helped my creditworthiness pull it together.
its been an amazing journey for my life..and the road ahead is exciting.
let's all kick d ass.
and hopely get some sleep.
here's the toast i was unable to give in person.
p/s : goodluck dear for your interview. I wish u done perfectly in any circumstances.love u much.muaah
♥ love, nadiranur
Tuesday, March 3
The entire time in my bachelor I hated is:
"Journalism studies + Writing = Research Methodology"
"Presentation + Article Review = Personal Development"
"Listening Test + Script Submission + Mandarin/Huayu 3"
"Calculation + Formulation + Theoretical = Statistic "
(bcz im nt enough well to be declare as the beststudent/researcher/presenter/statistician/or wuteva la)
i think i became slightly “incapability” in order to give myself more tasks
to procrastinate with
before getting serious with assignments.
it took me ages to get anything of substance on paper.
it probably had something to do with the fact
that you had one opportunity to present something
and it had to be perfect, well-articulated, AP styled and proofed
editing editing editing
well now, i wish no more papers, just tap tap tap, publish, done
so begins my journey down blogging lane.no more writing posts imaginary
It should be that exciting!
Monday, March 2
after several beat/second/minutes/hours/days/weeks/months
i make this possibilities effectively.
how effective i am?
as effective as much i deal with this grazy things.
ps: jgn tiru aksi ini. haks!